This is Who I Am. In the Purest and Simplest Form. "Watch your thoughts; they become your words. Watch your words; they become your actions. Watch your actions; they become your habits. Watch your habits; they become your character. Watch your character for it will become your destiny."
Music. 'Nuff said.

No, not drinking. I have this strange fascination with alcohol advertising. Something about how big of an effect this little fermented liquid has on everyone's lives just amazes me.

Dancing around in my underwear. Don't judge me... I bet you do it too.

I *heart* Spooning

My One True Love

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Oct 22, 2006
My past two blogs have been surveys, so I'm going to for real blog.
I didn't do too much on Friday. I came home and took a twenty minute nap and was awakened by Naughton, Lizzy and Riika. So then we went to practice. I came home again, napped, ate and then went to Big Boy to hang out with some cool kids. Then Beth, Lizzy and I watched Top Gun.
Yesterday was fun. I woke up and drove to work, got out after an hour, and went to pick up Ella Minnow Pea at Borders.
James texted me, so we went to the Cider Mill. We came back and watched most of the Michigan game and my family invited him to dinner. We drove to Fenton and it was packed, so we went to the Moody's for pizza instead. It was nice. The little neighbor boys are in love with him.
Today, I just worked.
Tomorrow begineth Hell Weeketh.
Also, I miss me some E.E.J.
And I have to piss.
Posted at 07:30 pm by Br0k3n7ang3nt
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I'm way too boring to blog today.
Who Was The Last Person You...
1. hung out with? James, the DeClerqs and the Moodys.
2. Rode in a car with? James.
3. Went to the movies with? Marcin and Chris.
4. Went to the mall with? Me.
5. You talked on the phone to? Mike (not Leasia).
6. Made you laugh? EB.
7. Danced with? Corey.
8. Hugged? Mommy.
9. Kissed? Mike (Leasia).
W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R?
1. Peirce your lip your nose or your tongue? Nose.
2. Be serious or be funny? Funny!
3. Drink whole or skim milk? 2%.
4. Die in a fire or drown? Fire.
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies? Parents.
A N S W E R. T R U T H F U L L Y.
1. Do you love anyone? I love all of my friends and family.
2. Sun or moon? Moon.
3. Summer or winter Winter!!
4. Left or right? Righty.
5. 10 acquaintances or two best friends?: Two bests.
6. Sunny or rain? Rain.
7. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? Vanilla.
A B O U T . Y O U.
1. What time is it? Who cares?
2. First Name? Chelsea.
3. Single or taken? Single.
4. Where do you wanna live? London or NYC.
5. How many kids do you want? 5.
6. Do you want to get married? Yes.
7. Do you snore in your sleep? No, but I mumble.
8. Are you double jointed? Nein.
9. What do you like on your pizza? Pepperoni.
10. Can you cross your eyes? Yes.
11. Do you make your bed daily? Not daily.
O T H E R . S T U F F.
1. Which shoe goes on first? Whichever is closest.
2. Ever throw a shoe at someone? Absolutely.
3. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl.
4. Have you ever eaten spam? In Humanities.
5. Favorite ice cream? Phish food!!!
where'd 6 go? This is six.
7. Do you cook? I do.
8. Current mood? Cranky about having to work, but happy about my life.
IN . THE. LAST. 48 HOURS. HAVE. YOU.
1. kissed some one? No.
2. Sang? Yes.
3. been hugged? Yes.
4. Felt stupid: No.
5. Missed someone: Yes.
6. Danced Crazy: No.
7.Gotten your hair cut? No.
8. Cried: No.
9. Lied: I'm always lying.
10. yelled at someone: No.
. S T U F F .
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? Yes, the whole school was.
2. Do you have a Dog? Yes.
3. When's the last time you've been sledding? This past winter.
4. Do you consider yourself creative? Most of the time.
Posted at 12:05 pm by Br0k3n7ang3nt
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Oct 8, 2006
THE WHO SURVEY:
Answer with only ONE person (2 if you must)
1. Which sibling, if any, do you get along with best? Meghan.
2. Which parent lets you get away with more stuff? Mom.
3. Who was your best friend in elementary school? Jessica Schwartz.
4. Who was the last person you called? My mom.
5. The last person that called you? Aaron.
6. The Last person you waved to? Ashley Lampkins.
7. The Last Person to IM you? Lee.
8. The last guy you hugged? Corey.
9. The last girl you hugged? Meghan.
10. The last person to kiss you? Mike.
11. Last person to tell you they loved you? My mom.
12. The last person you saw? My dog.
13. Who was your favorite teacher in your latest school year? Gazda.
14. Who was the last person that emailed you? Facebook.
16. Who knows you more than anyone? Me.
17. Who is the smartest person you know personally? Ian Roberts.
18. Who is the loudest person you know personally? Nikki.
19. Who is the nicest person you know personally? Erika.
20. Who is the weirdest person you know? What is weird?
21. Who did you like in 1st grade? Mike Ryan.
22. Who did you like in 4th grade? Zach Jones.
23. Who did you like in 6th grade? Ryan Esch.
24. Who was the last person that made you sad? My graduating class.
25. Who was the last person that you went on vacation with? My parents and the Moody's.
26. Who is the last person you thought about? Zach, because I'm talking to him.
27. Who was the last person that made you laugh hard? Dave Truax.
28. Who was the last person you skipped school with? Myself.
29. Who was the last person you sang to? Greg and Beth in AP Comp.
30. Who was the last person that sang to you? Greg and Beth in AP Comp.
31. Who do you want to date right now? A stranger.
32. do you have a condom in your locker? No.
33. Who did you get to know over the summer? Mike.
34. Who did you meet over the summer? Jeff from the cottage.
35. Who did you hang out with the most over the summer? Mike.
Posted at 05:19 pm by Br0k3n7ang3nt
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No one actually told me to, but I feel obligated.
It's called Blog-guilt.
This week was fun. I got into spirit week. And by that, I mean that I enjoyed dressing up as things that I am not. Like a pirate. And a high school student that enjoys high school.
The best night was Thursday night. It felt like this:
"And when we sat in that kitchen, late at night, we were like the last two people on earth. Forgotten. Unwanted." -MR.
We were the last three people on earth.
Except for Patrick. Because you don't even understand what we do to him.
I went to the football game Friday. Well, first I was in the parade. Which was fun. So I had this big inflated conception of my life and decided that tailgating might be worthwhile. It was not.
I sold German foods until they were gone, and then I left at half time. I just really did not want to be there. I'm not that whiney kid that hates high school, I just really don't fit in, me thinks.
Yesterday I ate delicious food with my family instead of dancing. I'm okay with this. Maybe I'll regret it when I'm older. Maybe I won't.
bluejetta 209: ps. why did Corey call me? x07QueenofHearts: We wanted you to come. x07QueenofHearts: He asked where you were x07QueenofHearts: And I go 'YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO ASK HER BECAUSE SHE'S NOT COMING!" x07QueenofHearts: And then he got really upset that you weren't going and pouted for a good half an hour. bluejetta 209: Good. x07QueenofHearts: Like, really upset. bluejetta 209: You're joking. x07QueenofHearts: No.
Anyways, I'm going to Ann Arbor today. That will be my homecoming.
Posted at 10:02 am by Br0k3n7ang3nt
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Sep 29, 2006
It has been a long ass time since I updated.
I haven't been home at all lately. I stay at school until 5:30 every night for practice, and then I either go to Beth's house or work. I just... don't like being home. I don't know. Maybe it's that Senioritis-push-my-home-away thing. But I don't think so.
Meghan's coming home tomorrow! I've needed her.
I am not going to Homecoming. My friends made me a powerpoint trying to convince me, but I just cannot go. I refuse to put myself through that torture.
Speaking of, I'm still in love with Mike, and things are not getting "easier" as they said it would. But I can only be pissed at myself for that.
I'm spreading myself really thin this year. I have so much to do, and I'm not sure how I can do it all. Plus, I have A's in all of my classes except for AP Bio.
I finally turned in my U of M application and now it's 7 to 10 business weeks of pure sickness.
Adam fucking Peck is driving me insane. He's bordering the stalker line.
I don't have anything to do on Sunday. How good does that feel? Real good.
I'm tired. 
Posted at 10:25 pm by Br0k3n7ang3nt
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Sep 20, 2006
I want him to not be happy.
I want him to think I'm happy so it makes him unhappier.
I want to actually be happy, because I'm shit at pretending.
I want my friends to give a shit that I just got dumped (EB, discluded).
I want them to warn me when someone else is asking me to Homecoming so I have time to understand.
I want to forget all the happy things.
And just remember the times when he ditched me in front of the neighbors.
I want to not miss Jamie and Bev and Carolina so damn much.
I want to stop thinking that I want to quit skiing, because it's the only thing I love.
I want him to not be around as much.
Like he was before we broke up.
I want to listen to sad songs.
I don't want to listen to sad songs.
I hate this.
Posted at 06:53 pm by Br0k3n7ang3nt
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Sep 14, 2006
Mike and I have been fighting (online, of course, he doesn't "do" phone) for the past hour. It's circles.
I had my first play practice today. Wooooo. Except I want to punch Katie Rajnay in the fucking nose.
Tonto and I are going to be entirely too annoying to be on stage together.
Reno Sunday.
I'm going to CC's homecoming.
And my wedding is still on schedule. Today we hugged. And we were going to hang out Saturday but I have to work (boo), but I still might see him after.
I need EB. She helps me with this stuff.
Posted at 06:59 pm by Br0k3n7ang3nt
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Sep 13, 2006
Heute war ein alle richtig Tag.
Ich bin ins "Pride and Prejudice." Ich bin Mary Bennet, Elizabeth's Schwester. Sie ist nicht sehr froh, aber sie ist sehr spass zu sind.
Heute ist Mittwoche, so wir haben Deutsch Club gehaben. Es war spass, und ich habe Emily gesehen. Ich liebe Emily. Sie is der "Scrapbucher." Ich bin "President." Und meine neue Liebe, Cory, ist auch ein offizial.
Ich habe ein schlectes fuehling denn von meine junge freund. Ich weisse nicht was ich sollst machen. Sollst ich sprech mit er? Oder gebe ich aus?
Ich moechte antworten!
Ich auch moechte schlafen. So ich schlafe, jetzt.
Aber, ersten, ich muss sage als ich muss EB sehen manchmal, oder ich werde starben.
Tchuess!
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Sep 11, 2006
School is okay. It's not terrible. I hate the hallways though. Luckily, I have no classes with the idiots this year. Which is nice.
I love DECA.
I have a HUGE FUCKING CRUSH on Corey Stawicki. I might marry him. It's the truth. I have Government and German with him, and on the last day of school, he will get down on one knee and propose.
Mike's a turd.
I'm trying out for the play tomorrow.
I am also a soon to be ex-Wendy's employee. In about... two days.
Posted at 07:33 pm by Br0k3n7ang3nt
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Sep 9, 2006
Honestly, I should be writing a college application.
41 questions you've never done before!
1. Where do you hang your towel to dry after showering?: Over my shower curtain thing.
2. What kind of mouse pad do you have?: A picture of my sister as a cute young thing.
3. Do you brush your hair with a comb or a brush?: Brush, but I only brush it before I blow dry it.
4. From your opinion, who do you think is the hottest celebrity?: Patrick Dempsey.
5. You got a project due tomorrow, do you use tape or glue?: Tape.
6. Chicken or pork adobo?: Chicken.
7. By the time you get to school, is the sky still dark?: Usually.
8. If you had a choice to see a unicorn or mermaid which would it be?: Unicorns are just horses with a horn. Mermaid, most deff.
9. What color is your underwear?: Green and yellow stripes.
10. what time does the sun usually set?: I don't know.
11. What do you think of last before you go to sleep?: NYC.
12. AC or fan?: Water.
13. Do you wear braces?: No.
14. Can you hand stand?: In a pool.
15. If you were the opposite sex, how would you style your hair?: Faux hawk. Or shaggy rock star.
16. What level math are you in?: Negative twelve.
17. Jessica Simpson or Alba?: Alba.
18. Which subject is worst, English or Math?: Math.
19. What's one thing you really want to do this very moment?: Travel. Far from here.
20. After buying something, do you automatically throw your receipts away or you keep it for a while?: I am a pack rat.
21. CD player or iPOD?: Record player.
22. Would you rather spin upside down goin' 30 miles or drop 400 ft. into water?: The former.
23. What's your favorite shape?: Triangle.
24. What you got planned for the weekend?: Work, then homework.
25. Have you ever gone ice skating?: Yes.
26. If you were put in a room with nothing except for a pencil and paper, what would you do?: Dear Mr. Vernon, we accept the fact that we had to sacrifice a whole Saturday in detention for whatever it was we did wrong. But we think you're crazy to make an essay telling you who we think we are. You see us as you want to see us... In the simplest terms, in the most convenient definitions. But what we found out is that each one of us is a brain... and an athlete... and a basket case... a princess... and a criminal... Does that answer your question?... Sincerely yours, the Breakfast Club.
27. Is it always easy finding your remote every time you want to watch TV?: It's not too rough.
28. How was your day?: It doens't feel like it's begun yet, even though it's almost over.
29. Do you grow your nails, bite, or cut them?: Bite them. But I'm fighting that.
30. Describe your handwriting: Changing constantly.
31. Do you consider yourself a stalker?: Duh.
32. Do you bruise easily?: No, never.
33. There's nothing on TV except Barney and Japanese news. What do you do?: Read a book.
34. Do you know more than three myspace passwords?: No, I know mine, and Brad Barrs.
35. You got an essay due, you either can type or write in pen, which will it be?: Tyyyype.
36. Do you wear jeans to relax at home?: Yes. I love Jeans.
37. Describe yourself using four words?: Fuck Ing Awe Some.
38. Do you use deodorant?: Yesh.
39. Do you like ice in your drink?: Not in my milk.
40. Do you have abs?: Every other month.
41. What's your bloodtype?: I don't remember.
Posted at 06:15 pm by Br0k3n7ang3nt
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